Yesterday as I was washing up I felt a sense of confusion. I felt like I was doing things that I did not need to do Lord. I was fighting when I felt like I did not need to Lord.
To be very honest I was afraid of losing my mind. I felf confused and afraid and I was not sure whe.
I was at Shereens house doing what I felt You wanted me to do but I still could feel am umption to fight and defend when I really just wanted to rest.
Lately I've been feeling a tired feeling in my head, sometime feeling drained Lord. Tired in my mind a bit worn out Lord. My brain was ticking away and I wanted to just stop thinking but found myself thinking and thinking. I remember that instruction to meditate both day and night - did I take it the wrong way Lord? You know.
Yesterday I felt the need to forgive myself for my short comings, that was when I felt a bit confused. But we need to forgive ourselves so I see that as a distraction. I found it hard to stand on a single word.
Today I know that I overcome by the blood. The life of Jesus, the eternal life, the victorious blood. I can do all things through You who stregnthen me. How do You stregnthen me? By Your Spirit Lord. Thank You. Sometimes I have felt really weak I think that is a lie. The Blood prevails and the Spirit prevails on my behalf x I can do all things by Your Spirit Lord. I can get through this with You. Not by power, npr by might but by Your Spirit Lord x
YOU ARE IN CONTROL, EVERYTHING BELONGS TO YOU FATHER, THIS IS HOLY GROUND!
THE AUTHORITY AND THE POWER BELONG TO GOD X
I found also that when I decided to do something I felt worried if I'd made the right decision. I will acknowldge You in my pathways Lord.
Goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life x
Father You bear no record of my wrongs. So I too forgive myself. Help me Lord x
To be very honest I was afraid of losing my mind. I felf confused and afraid and I was not sure whe.
I was at Shereens house doing what I felt You wanted me to do but I still could feel am umption to fight and defend when I really just wanted to rest.
Lately I've been feeling a tired feeling in my head, sometime feeling drained Lord. Tired in my mind a bit worn out Lord. My brain was ticking away and I wanted to just stop thinking but found myself thinking and thinking. I remember that instruction to meditate both day and night - did I take it the wrong way Lord? You know.
Yesterday I felt the need to forgive myself for my short comings, that was when I felt a bit confused. But we need to forgive ourselves so I see that as a distraction. I found it hard to stand on a single word.
Today I know that I overcome by the blood. The life of Jesus, the eternal life, the victorious blood. I can do all things through You who stregnthen me. How do You stregnthen me? By Your Spirit Lord. Thank You. Sometimes I have felt really weak I think that is a lie. The Blood prevails and the Spirit prevails on my behalf x I can do all things by Your Spirit Lord. I can get through this with You. Not by power, npr by might but by Your Spirit Lord x
YOU ARE IN CONTROL, EVERYTHING BELONGS TO YOU FATHER, THIS IS HOLY GROUND!
THE AUTHORITY AND THE POWER BELONG TO GOD X
I found also that when I decided to do something I felt worried if I'd made the right decision. I will acknowldge You in my pathways Lord.
Goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life x
Father You bear no record of my wrongs. So I too forgive myself. Help me Lord x
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