It does not matter

It does not matter

Because the the Spirit of the Lord God is upon me because He knows the plans that He has for me.
You have destined my work in truth Lord.

You are a merciful God who delights in showing mercy.

As I meditated today I remembered the blood.

Asking God for Wisdom, Knowledge, Understanding, Discernment

Asking God for Wisdom, Knowledge, Understanding, Discernment...

The old died. The flesh is dead but the Spirit is life because of righteousness.

Jesus' righteousness. There is righteousness here because of Jesus. Perfect Jesus. Holy Jesus. Righteous Jesus. Mighty Jesus. Beloved Jesus. Well pleasing Jesus. You are here my Lord. Thank You Jesus. You are here. This is Your temple. Your life is here. Jesus lives here. This is Your home Father. Your dwelling place. I am Your home. I am Your dwelling place. You live here with me xxx

Thinking of going back in to work hurts some Lord. I don't want to face them. I already feel some embarrassment and I am not looking forward to it Lord. But Lord You are my glory. You are my light and my salvation and You have not stopped. Greater are You who are in me than he that is in the world. You are the Lord and You have not changed. I will not be ashamed when Your glory is revealed in me Father faaaaaar from. This suffering now is not worthy to be compared with the glory that shall be revealed in me! All my enemies will look and be ashamed. Those that despised me Lord. But for the people who took me wrong - have mercy Lord for they need You too. Bless that man. No one may have ever prayed for him but I place him before You oh Lord. Have mercy and draw Him by Your Spirit oh God.

global vs local

Global;
Scale
Consistency - structure, process, dictation
Brand

Local;
Response - flexibility, customization, delegation
Autonomy - independence
Concerns
"Fit"

Response
Policy
Rules
Guidelines
Decision making process
Interdependence
Custom component around a standard core
Participation builds consensus

There are some lessons to learn here

There are some lessons to learn here.

I got off the train when I didn't need to. The information was there but I didn't read it properly. I rushed and read the wrong bit.

For me I feel preparation. To consider my paths before I walk them. To take time and consider the details. To really weigh up my time and really consider the scope of things. The actual possibilities.

I would love to go to church but by the time I land. Check out and then travel to Tottenham it will be...

18:40 train from clapton
20:15 arrived at heathrow

1.5 hours
85 mins

Arrive at Heathrow at 6.30pm. Text Deion.
Pick up baggage 7.30pm
Arrive at Walthamstow 9pm.

Looks like I will be back to Walthamstow at about 9pm...Ask de de to pick me up xxx

You value the blood of Jesus

You value the blood of Jesus so much and are so pleased and satisfied with the blood of Jesus that You do not see anything else.

Delighted. It pleased You to bruise Him.
It meets all of Your requirements Father. Peace x

You are so very pleased at the blood of Jesus that You pour out all the blessings of Jesus upon us because it satisfies You so much.

The blood of Jesus is so pure and pleasing to You that now You can have anyone that You want Father. You can have any one that You want.

The blood of Jesus gives me authority

You see Jesus, Father. Your beloved Son in whom You are well pleased. WELL PLEASED.

I am in Jesus, I am covered in the blood of Jesus, I have the Spirit of Jesus, I have the blood of Jesus, the Spirit of Jesus lives in me, I am made in the image and pattern of Jesus.

I think Father that we are made in a much better form than the first Adam.

We are the second Adam. You the potter, we are the clay that You remade in the form that pleased You x The form of Jesus, the pattern, the image, the likeness, just like Jesus.

So satisfied with Jesus' sacrafice, with His blood. The old has been remitted, sins have been remitted. You have wiped out the old because the new pleases You so much!

You see what You have done and see that IT IS GOOD

Enquire;
Solomon and the temple.
Jesus the Son of David - Builder of the Lords temple.
Architect. Planner. Builder.

Goodness and mercies

Goodness and mercies
New every morning
Determination!
Free porridge!
I was in Christ when He died so I died. I was in Your loins Lord x
I was in Christ when He obeyed so I have His righteousness
I am in Christ as He sits at the right hand side of God, So I sit at the right hand side of Christ.
I am seated in heavenly places in Christ x
I was in Christ when He was risen from the dead by the Spirit of resurrection so I am risen from the dead by the Spirit of resurrection.
I am in Christ when He is glorified!
Glory be to God!
I don't need to die, I am already dead.
The flesh is dead. But the Spirit is life x
Reckon Yourselves dead to sin but alive to Christ x

Thank You Lord Jesus

Today;
Thank You Lord Jesus
Thank You for the blood. Thank You that the work is finished. I was with You from before the foundation of the world. I am with You now. The Lamb was slain from the beginning. The blood was shed from the beginning.
Your word does not return unto You void.
The Spirit of the Lord is upon me. In due time the works will be made manifest to me.

Set Your eyes on things above.

YOU DELIGHT IN MERCIES
Go to town on me Lord for I am in much need of Your mercies xxx
Delight Yourself in me oh God, take pleasure in pouring out Your mercies on me. Mercies upon mercies, upon mercies!
For I am broken and in muuuuch need of Your balm oh Lord. I am in desperate need of Jesus. Desperate need of Your Spirit. Desperate need of Your wisdom Lord. I acknowledge my need for Your goodness, for You oh God!

For I can do nothing without You Lord. I can achieve nothing without You oh Lord. So let me lean on Your everlasting arms. So Let me depend on Your power, let me lean on Your arm and not to my own understanding. For Your ways oh God are much higher than my ways Lord.

I feel like I would do anything to have You. Let wisdom grasp me and let understanding guide me Oh God. Let me be still and wait on the Lord. I have seen zeal without knowledge and it is NOT GOOD. Let wisdom possess me, let wisdom lay hold of me and be poured out upon me. Oh wisdom I cry out to YOU! Let me be entrapped by Christ, enslave me Jesus I am Your bond servant Jesus! Father have Your way Oh God. Let the voice of wisdom ring aloud in my ears Jesus. For You are the one who subdues my my iniquities. Subdue me Oh God. Make me be still before You to listen to Your still small voice. Amen xxx

You have set me at liberty!

Silence...

The blood

Get9iDaX

The blood of Jesus cries out that Justice has been done.

Thank You Jesus!

The blood.

If there is any iniquity You are the one who subdues it Father, You forgive me and cleanse me from all unrighteousness.
Thank You.
    •    You are present with me Holy Spirit. You know the plans that You have for me x God has His way.
    •    No one else can take Your place Father. You are so so so faithful.
    •    God is going to have His way, there is nothing I can do. Have Your way Holy Holy Father.
John said that the enemy would try and say the rain is not coming
But the rain is coming
That which is coming will come
Send the rain!

I am not alone.
Send the rain for all!!!

You delight in mercies.

Degradation strategy

PENNOC

Lord. You have given me a new day. A new start. Thank You! a new beginning. Thank You!

You delight in mercies.

Grace and Truth.

You subdue my iniquities. You are the one xxx

My to do

My to do;

Vision
Principles
Add user journeys to the deck
Jose has project profile info? YES

Project close out report

be encouraged at the presence of the holy spirit
i am sealed the the Holy Spirit of promise until Jesus comes to redeem me.
My righteousness is with me
My salvation is with me
The Lord my righteousness

Who is like unto God Almighty???
You are a wonder in my soul Lord.
You are a mighty wonder.
You speak the words and it is so.
You said "let there be light" and there was light
You love us enough to take on the form of creation so that You could save us.
You are a Holy God, You became like us to save us Lord.
You are Holy and you have made us holy so that we are restored to You. You have sanctified us. Remade us in the form of holiness, in the form of You Holy and beloved Son Jesus Christ.
I will fear no eveil for the Lord my Holiness is with me.
I am clean because of the word You have spoken to me
I am clean because of the blood You have poured upon me
I am clean because of the Spirit You have poured out upon me
I am clean because of the Holy fire you will consume me with

Grateful

Grateful;
Opportunities
Grace
Support when I needed it most!
When I've messed up fallen over gotten in a twist I see You. Thank You xxx

Stop trying
Just be

brokeness is on route to restoration

i am forgiven

i lost so much but God in His grace restored it all
Thank You for my family
Thank You for my friends
Thank You for my job
Thank You for this opportunity
Thank You for restoring my confidence
Thank You for restoring truth
Thank You for restoring love
Thank You for restoring our relationship
Thank You for You xxx

My family are so important Lord.
You are so important Lord x

Love lasts forever x

You still keep loving us/me/we always Lord

Thank You xxx

I felt like I kind of messed up. Made a wrong move and unwise move maybe. But You were there for me. Holding open doors for me. Helping me to close suitcases. Smiling at me at the door. Making trains turn up for me on time. Keeping doors open for me. Feeding me. Helping me. Assuring me. Considering me. Delivering me. Redeeming me. Saving me. Moving people out of the way for me. Filling me. Encouraging me. Lifting me. Guarding me. Teaching me. Showing me. Father who is like You??? Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life and I will dwell in Your house forever. You who did not spare Your own Son for me - how much more will You freely give me all things?? For sure, You will not with hold Your hand from Me. Surely You have not with held Your hand from me. The precious Holy Spirit is upon me. You have anointed me with that glorious Holy Spirit who is Christ, who is my life. Now the Lord is that Spirit and that Spirit is my life. Amen xxx You have sealed me with that glorious Holy Spirit of promise. Spirit of the covenant. Spirit of Grace, Spirit of truth. Spirit of Peace. Spirit of Love. Spirit of God x

Your will is good and perfect. You are faithful to mankind. You have never left nor forsaken us. Have Your way oh God. I know Your intentions are good. You know the plans You have for me, plans for good and not evil. Plans to give me a hope a future.

A prospect. A hope. An ambition.

You are kind Lord.

Thank You for the blood Jesus.

Thank You for the blood Jesus.

The accuser of the brethren accuses us  but the blood of Jesus justifies us - it cries out "Justice has been done". The price has been paid. Blood has been shed.

You Father have executed Justice. It's the truth and it is kind.

The old me had to die. But the new me is life x
But You have given me a new life x

I had to be buried with Christ. Baptised in to His death. Buy You in Your grace have raised me up with Christ and I have been baptised in to His life - blood and Spirit. All things have become new.

How do we let the old die gracefully Lord? Let Your will be done. I feel tearful. Help me to know that I have understood You right Lord x

This is Your work oh God. I magnify You. You have justified me by the blood of Your precious Son, Jesus Christ. You are well pleased and delight in Your work.

Holy Spirit thank You for the blood of Jesus. Holy Spirit I know that where ever You are the blood is there.

Sometimes life feels hard

Sometimes life feels hard Lord. Everything seems like hard effort. Even trying to thonk straight feels hard sometimes.

Yesterday as I was washing up I felt a sense of confusion. I felt like I was doing things that I did not need to do Lord. I was fighting when I felt like I did not need to Lord.

To be very honest I was afraid of losing my mind. I felf confused and afraid and I was not sure whe.
I was at Shereens house doing what I felt You wanted me to do but I still could feel am umption to fight and defend when I really just wanted to rest.

Lately I've been feeling a tired feeling in my head, sometime feeling drained Lord. Tired in my mind a bit worn out Lord. My brain was ticking away and I wanted to just stop thinking but found myself thinking and thinking. I remember that instruction to meditate both day and night - did I take it the wrong way Lord? You know.

Yesterday I felt the need to forgive myself for my short comings, that was when I felt a bit confused. But we need to forgive ourselves so I see that as a distraction. I found it hard to stand on a single word.

Today I know that I overcome by the blood. The life of Jesus, the eternal life, the victorious blood. I can do all things through You who stregnthen me. How do You stregnthen me? By Your Spirit Lord. Thank You. Sometimes I have felt really weak I think that is a lie. The Blood prevails and the Spirit prevails on my behalf x I can do all things by Your Spirit Lord. I can get through this with You. Not by power, npr by might but by Your Spirit Lord x

YOU ARE IN CONTROL, EVERYTHING BELONGS TO YOU FATHER, THIS IS HOLY GROUND!

THE AUTHORITY AND THE POWER BELONG TO GOD X

I found also that when I decided to do something I felt worried if I'd made the right decision. I will acknowldge You in my pathways Lord.



Goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life x

Father You bear no record of my wrongs. So I too forgive myself. Help me Lord x

My yoke is easy

The gospel is as simple as ABC

Simplicity and purity of the gospel

My burden is light

Your Kingdon come

Your Kingdon come Father x
Your rulership
************
Thank You Father. Thank You Lord!
You know the plans that You have for me
You have a vision and a dream for me in Your heart
Your will be done Father
Have Your way Father
Your good pleasure be done Father
You alone are God and You do not lose!
Your will be done as it is already done in heaven

There was a time at church, in the very house of God where I felt such oppression, I struggled to praise the Lord, struggled to sing the songs, my ears felt uncomfortable. I worried that the enemy was trying to effect my hearing. Instead of focusing on the Lord I kept fighting thoughts. I remembered what Juniors wife said "the battle is not yours it's the Lords, just praise Him" so I thought it was best to praise the Lord but it was so hard, like walking through mud, when I heard some of the lyrics of the songs I felt guilty because I didn't feel like I felt that way, I just wanted to go away and pray and cry out to the Lord. That God, I sang anyway because even if I didn't feel great, the lyrics expressed what I wanted, they said how I wanted things to be, they told of how I wanted to see the Lord. There were times where I went to church and hoped that someone would discern that I needed help. If someone caught my eye for a minute I wondered if they could see something on me, I hoped that they would see and be moved to help me. One day while sitting next to juniors wife, that's when she said what she said. I heard it and thanked God. I still couldn't see how to let go because in my mind I kept repeating what she said but I still felt really heavy. She then said, "Just let it go and do not pick it up again" I said OK. In my mind though I felt guilty because I didn't know how to let it go. I could feel the oppression and with that I felt I hadn't let it go. I appologised to God. Went home and wondered how to let go of my worries and worries about worries. I don't even want to call them "my" worries.

I felt that feeling in my heart and in my ear and I felt terrible, unworthy, unclean and the hardest thing was standing there with all the saints praising God.

But You poured out Your Spirit upon me still, I felt Your presence still. Lord You confirmed so many things. I heard confirmation about Your Power, earlier that week the scripture "God has given me a Spirit of power, love and a sound mind" came to my heart and i thought about it. Then Penny preached about

Thank You Father

Thank You Father for confirming this website

Not by power not by might but by my Spirit saith the Lord

Thank You Father because You have given me a Spirit of power, love and a sound mind x
I can do all things through Christ who stregnthens me with His Spirit x
It is Your grace that worketh in me x

All power belongs to You Father and You have given power to me Father x
Power and authority and I saw it when I prayed Lord.
You hear me Lord x

Open heaven

A lie in my right hand?

Had this low feeling but I know that You have placed me under an open heaven.
Thank You Jesus

Experiences

We are to teach out of our experiences.
In the book of acts it tells us about those experiences had by the apostles.

That made me think about what I'm going through now Lord.
I'm thinking that this is an experience I have to go through and it will help someone else.
I'll be able to see when someone else is going through what they are going through.

I have to rememeber that this is for a time
You know where I am
You hear me
You know the appointed time and the appointed saeson.

I learned that love is an act.
I learned that You are love x
I learned that You are faithful beyond measure

As long as I have breath let me praise You Father!

I learned that even though I feel how I feel sometimes it is not a reflection of Your love for me.
Whwn I was feeling low - You blessed me with a brand new job
Whwn I was feeling low - You took me to India and back safely
When I was feeling low - You respored me to my family
Whwn I was feeling low - You anointed me
When I was feeling low - You poured out Your Spirit upon me
When I was feeling low - You restored me to my family
When I was feeling low - You told me You hear me and You will do for me what
When I was feeling low -  You speak continually for me, like water
When I was feeling low - You helped me to deal with my debts
When I was feeling low - You answered by prayers to save people trapped in the rubble in Japan
When I was feeling low - You held Peter back from Jain
Whwen I was feeling low -  You used me to declare about Your blood
When I was feeling low - You made ways for me, people blessed me
When I was feeling low - You told me about Your mercies
When I was feeling low - You told me that there is a Balm in Gilead
When I was feeling low - You showed me a vision of Your plans for my future
When I was feeling low - You taught me
When I was feeling low - You were planning out my day. You are a God of preparation.
When I was feeling low - You have blessed me with every spiritual blessing in heavenly places in Christ
Whwn I was feeling low - You carry me through it all!
When I was feeling low - You made me laugh
When I was feeling low - You showed me that we will delight ourselves in the abundance of peace
When I was feeling low You taught me that where the blood of Jesus is the Spirit of the Lord is there is liberty
CLARITY X

Old man is dead

The old man is dead. Adam is dead. The old me is dead. The old me has been crucified with Christ. The flesh is dead. I am dead to sin. But the blood of Jesus is here, the life of Jesus is here, the Spirit of Jesus is here, Jesus is my life so I am alive with Him x

Dead to sin but alive to Christ

Romans 6:5-7

Knowing this, that our old man is crucified with him.


When I was dead I was made alive with him, how much more so now that I am alive with Christ.
When I didn't know You, when I didn't care to know You, You made me alive with Christ. How much more now that I am in Christ. This IS Holy Ground!

I know the Lamb was slain from the very beginning.

I know that I am spirit. I know that I was born of the Spirit. Born of holiness.

I have heard you. Will I not do what I have said?

Jesus, help me to trust in You with all my heart Lord x You know my heart Lord, You know me Jesus x Thank You for Your compassions x

This is Holy Ground

This is Holy ground. Gods property. Gods territory. God rules here. God reigns here. God is Sovereign. This is Holy ground. Made holy by the blood of Jesus. This IS holy ground. The Spirit reigns here. This is Holy ground.

Human rights

Making a mistake does NOT mean that anyone has any right to impede your human rights. Your right to privacy. Your right to know where you stand. Your rights to. It does not excuse or give people permission to defame your character in anyway! I am suprised at the rationale, the proposed argument, the emptiness of it. I feel incensed that such a thing would be suggested. And to talk about someone so openly in such a derogatory way in front of everyone is unfair. The person is not even here to defend themselves. Imagine if I did not know them Lord. No, that is wrong. Let my lips be graced, seasoned with grace and truth. Help these people Lord, I don't know what kind of childhood or issues they may have faced to think in this way, have mercy Lord and correct and lead in to the way of life. Thank You Jesus x

My Children

Who are my children?
Them that are around me that do not know you Lord x

LOVE is a verb

Mary help Martha x

The story of the eunuch. He may not have had his own children and family but he was there to help others produce in their lives. 
Sometimes that's a bit worrying because I do want to be fruitful in my own life and have my own children. Lord You know. But te=hen again what comes to might is that it is You who bring the increase. I don't want to sit worrying about me any more. Let my thoughts and my energy be towards them that are in my life x

As it is in the natural so it is in the spiritual x

Not to be so spiritual that I am of no earthly good x

Thinking about English churches who are very practical in their help x

Now thinking I want to do something!

Thithes - I want to use it to help people x

Your word is a lamp unto my feet

Dear Lord Jesus,

Thank You so much for speaking to us on Sunday.
I felt again a clearer direction.

Hearing about Mary and Martha encouraged me to help other people more.
To help out in more practical ways more.
To use my intelligence to help others more.
To use my time to help others more.

Thank You Jesus because I feel like I have more reason, more purpose in helping others.

I feel like crying right now.

You are love x

And sometimes it comes to mind that LOVE is a verb x

Intrinsic

Belonging to a thing by it's very nature

Chickens capable of empathy

Mess with my chicks, you mess with me.
http://uk.news.yahoo.com/4/20110309/tuk-chickens-capable-of-empathy-dba1618.html

Compassion

If you share the distress of people then you cannot walk away.

You wouldn't feel how terrible someone was feeling and then walk away.

Lord You know our distresses.You did not walk away.  You will not walk away. You have not walked away.
Even from the very beginning, You never walked away. But drew us near to Yourself and healed us.

Thank You Father x

Bear one anothers burdens x

You bore and do bare our burdens Jesus. Thank You Lord x

Rights

After I sat and cied out to the Lord my mind ran on the book "Anti Oppressive behaviour". I feel like I messed up at work and out of that I have been taking some stuff that I should not be taking. People thought hat becasue I messed up and becasue I was late and becasue I didn't get to do all the things that I wanted to do they could disrespect me. After I have cried out and spoken to my siste I see now that even though I may have messed up they have no right to treat me badly. In ther minds they some how rationalise and think that because someone has missed a deadline they have the right to raise the voice? The right to get irate? This has gone too far! How dare you talk to me like that?

The lesson for today: Even though we mess up we still have rights. I have rights through the blood of Jesus. I may have come short but grace through the blood sees me through. Lord You got me this job and You can keep me here. Sometimes I'm not sure I want to stay but You got me here. You have Your way Father x

Teach me Lord because  it was almost as if I was thinking i'd lost my rights because I messed up but NO!
Even prisoners exercise human rights. Even criminals exercise their human rights. There is something called freedom of speach.

I saw some spiteful stuff today and I am going to call it out!

Since when did peformance at work qualify your rights as a human being? NO. My Lord they have got it twisted.

Unprofesional behaviour.

Thank You Lord for opening the eyes of my understanding.